sitting talking up all night
saying things we haven in a while
a while yea.
smiling but we're close to tears
even after all these years
we just now got the feeling that we're meeting
for the first time
im so in love with this song right now :) its replaying itself over and over again in my head, when "cuz you feel like paradise, and i need a vacation tonight" isnt replaying itself.
i finally got back my purpose in life. TEXTING hahaha. cant believe i survived for 2 days without texting > 20 texts. okay i cheated cause i used other people's phones hehe ;p
no choice sia i hand itchyy :)
i really ought to stop emoing and put an end to this whole emo ranting period. soon. ASAP. maybe tml :) haha. why do tml something you can do today. BLEH. i dont care, tml larh, after i finally get to rant to someone :)
caught a few minutes of this sad chn u tv show about this dad with a handicapped son who was so desperate that he almost wanted to bring his son to jump down together. but he didnt. luckily he didnt.
when you dont even find death fearful, then what else is there to fear in life?
but... im scared of dying, im so scared thats why im scared to drive :( but then again, life is srsly too short for me to spend it on emoing. just got to take everything that comes my way and stay positive and try to not let things get to me.
think of it this way, at least you have friends, thats why you are now frustrated over them.
what about that handicapped boy? he probably doesnt have anyone except his dad and the caretaker people.
so i should count my lucky stars already. what more should i want.
okay time to put all that behind me :)
just read keejia's blog. and yea i hope she isnt only listening to her drama queen self too!
i wana be a drama queen too. thats why i end up creating stupid problems for myself. i hope i dont this time. it wont be the same because it'll be harder this time round!
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