my 2nd drive and almost accident!

drove to grandma's again today and i must say ive improved from the first time (which was lat week) as in, i took a shorter time to reach my grandma's this time round haha.

but on the way back, i almost got into a freaking accident!!! and i swear it wasnt my fault AT ALL. all that lorry's fault, the driver freaking drove into my lane when he was turning in and i was about to turn out onto the main road. luckily becuz of my timid and humji character i brakeddddd. stupid GUY! totally wtf. im very D<

my life is in a mess right now! why do i constantly fall back into the im-so-emo-over-little-things and my-brain-has-so-many-things-in-it-and-i-cant-tink-anymore period!! hate this. getting so easily affected by trivial comments or things people casually say. cheeeeeeeeee. so stupid hor. i cant rant to people about it becuz, if i tell them the reason for feeling this way, think they'll be like 'wth, such a small thing u also take it to heart for what!'

damn me! tried to attitude one of my frens becuz of that but i tink i failed and after the almost accident thing, i was tinking abt how if i were to get into one, my frens will prob not know that im hospitalised or dead even. becuz noone will find out i guess. its not like my parents will tell my frens that im injured or dead. so unless someone calls my phone or smth. if they just text, they wldnt ever know, until like maybe monday when im absent from work. idk ohwells. if my frens dont know that im dead, they wun be coming to my funeral either. sad.

shit i can be so gloomy sometimes. so i finished itazura na kiss anime today :) i like it actually but i dont like the guy. blogger was screwed up last night but came back to life today so i went to blog about some private stuff again.

currently im crazy about texting so i tend to text ALOT right now. and i really do mean ALOT. kinda worried about the botak guys now cause apparently their trainings have been rather harddddd recently. going out for belated mummy's day dinner at DIANXIAOER tml.

i think im fat. shit man, been eating alot recently. hates myself for it becuz i dont wan a freaking tummy. been daydreaming about living a carefree life full of clubbing and the like. ohwell maybe one day...