fate is sealed. FOR NOW

so i finally finally pressed the I ACCEPT SMU button. i took like going a month to makeup my mind. received the offer like 19apr? and its now already 12may. goodjob. at least i still clicked the button in the end right.

its not like im not having those mixed feelings about smu anymore. dk i keep tinking likee, its as if its so easy to get into smu. the interviews probably dont mean anything.prob just a gimmick? like what this person described it to be in this certain forum.

maybe its cause i saw how bryan has matured in 1 wk in tekong and i got inspired(?) like i shld stop harping about the fact that i wont be with my frens in smu because i'll be going in alone. (for a short period of time i was considering going nus FASS with my frens.) so i shld just grow up and tank it, go into smu alone and be independent and make lots of new frens there. i should be able to do it. scratch that. I CAN DO IT :)

so i was looking back at my old old posts and i came across my 2011 new year resolutions:

In 2011 I...

-will be a better friend to my friends and daughter to my parents and

sister/bro to my brother and all other siblings and dude to my babe and stranger to all strangers HAHA

(lets wait and see still)

-will learn to build up my self confidence

-will become fearless

-will become a more mature, independent and stronger girl

(on my way there HOPEFULLY)

-will begin to attend the university of my dreams

(GONA HAPPEN IN AUG :D)

-will get my driving license

(DONE)

-will get awesome jobs

(DONE)

-hope that i can finally be able to smile with my teeth

(uhhhhhh)

-hope that things will improve between us

(this one is abit.... well at least we are off the awkward part!)

-hope that i build many many many new friendships

(made quite a number of new frens already through my jobs, but will make ALOT more when uni starts ;p)

-hope that i will not drift apart from all the important people in my life

(so far still okay)

-hope to become smarter and prettier and TALLER LOL

(LOL OKAY UHHH YESS TO THE FIRST TWO AND NO TO THE LAST ONE ;P)

-WANT IT TO BE AN AWESOME YEAR :D

(IT IS GONA BE)

checkpoint!! i think my new year resolutions are going well :) like much better than previous years' ones. (i dont even rmb what they were) okay tata shall go lose some weight now :)