had time to delete 10k emails from my personal email. then went to pack my table. now its just so bare :( im quite sad about leaving actually cuz like the new temp will come and before long, i'll just be forgotten sighs.
anyhow, fj was telling me that she was seeing her same tutee for 3 TIMES THIS WK WTF. so i figured out that i shld be seeing my tutee 2x this week since his midyrs are coming!! so gona be having tuition again this sunday. that reminds me i should go try out his amath qns cuz i took his amath workbook home. i never knew such a thing existed hehe.
received all my acceptance to all 3 unis. csb. obviously i'll accept smu. but theres some stuff thats stopping me frm clicking the accept me button. if i was so sure abt smu, i wld have accepted it the moment ive gotten the letter which is what almost everyone expected me to have done.
smu is like my ultimate dream sch. ive nvr gotten into my first choice school before.
i wanted to go nanyang since p1. i went to sc. i wanted to go nj since sec3. i went ac. and since sec 3-4 i wanted to go smu. and BAM i got offered. you know the feeling of having ur wish granted? yea that was the feeling i had when i saw smu's letter.
nus is like my backup plan school. like if smu doesnt want me, i'll just go to nus.
ntu uhh dont wana even tok abt it. yucks.
but like if i go smu...i really need to work very hard and juggle my stuff really well esp since im most prob gona continue giving tuition. and the whole i-need-to-come-out-of-my-comfort-zone-and-stop-hiding thing. wow. scary.
then another thing is i'll be separated from my frens :( booo.
ive been in the SAME freaking sch as fj since primary sch. zps. scgs. acjc. then now we wun be in the same sch anymore. cant go to sch tgt anymore. cant rely on her for no matter what anymore. booooooo :(
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