shld i become dao and chill?

today my bestie @ work left ;( im so damn sad.

im totally dreading mon.

the worst thing is because apparently the new temp who is supp to replace her is kinda....

weird? and emo.

idk man

and i cant clique with her.

she told my bestie that shes frightened of me cuz im too high for her

wtf

im sorry im too friendly :(

i shall emo about being too high.

on the way back home i was thinking and reflecting about it

and i realised, well actually i dont think alot of pple have seen me when im emo

like true i used to post emo posts on my prev blogs. but ive nvr like, emo to pple in realife.

so i tried to think of people who have seen my emo side.

uhh like fj def. uhhh.

actually i dont know if babe and june have seen the really emo me. i shld think not.

haha.

its like i force myself to always put on a smile or act high even when im not feeling high. cause one thing i know is that smiles are contagious. if you wan the others ard u to be happy, you shld appear to be happy too.

okay forget about that.

so anyway it got me thinking, maybe i should just become a person like bryan or van or fj

like the chill dao kind of person. without too much of emotion fluctuation unnecesssarily.

ohwells. idk man

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

isit wrong that i get high easily? :(