i thought i shld blog first before i get my results so here i am :)

when i think of 4mar, i dont think of it like oh 4mar, the day im getting my results

instead i think of it like oh 4mar, the day im gona see everyone again.

i think im quite chill regarding today. dont get me wrong, its not because i know im gona do damn well (what a joke) instead i know i screwed up so bad. and its like ive been regretting about it for so long. my stupid econs essay.

but i just dont know why subconsciousness im like so chill about today. on the outside only i think. my subconciousness kicks in and im actually super panicky about today. ive been dreaming about tday for a few nights alr. like last night too.

i got wasted and just conked out once i reached home. alcohol is supposed to give me a whole gd nights sleep but no. i woke up at 5am this morn, had splitting headache and cldnt go back to slp anymore. and the whole night i was just tossing and turning in bed. and not to forget i also dreamt of getting my results again. urgh so much for subconsciousness.

my hearts been beating damn fast the whole of tday i have no idea why.

anyways im leaving my hse soon for lunch with my loves! will come blog back here hours later after i get my results. wish me luck! ;D