i mean i should already know what was waiting for me when i decided to organise smth. the same old same old unenthu bunch of pple who doesnt wana reply you. its like as if they dont care. but i still stupidly went ahead to organise the thing.
i guess whenever i wana organise smth its cause i really miss and wana see the grp of pple. but i guess they dont wana see me hence they cant be bothered. i know im gona miss the scholars like crazyyy thats why im organising these things and im super happy because they all replied and are attending :) i like took day off tml to go out cause i miss everyone so much. but i guess the feelings arent mutual. noone even rmbs me. so why the hell am i doing so much even though im so insignificant to them. if not for the scholars i wld had jus cancelled tml. even if u guys go ahead with plan im not gona care since i guess noone wans to see me.
i dont wan tml to be a horrible day where i just glare at some people. it is and still is supposed to be a crazy day that im gona be so high i'll hangover for 1wk LOL. okay im being retarded. but yea u get the idea. but now its like i dont even feel like going anymore. boooo. gona be such a long night tml. and then comes friday..
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