i hate my parents. its like i can do nth right. i just had a super big row with em because i said i was gona go bryan's hse for slpover next week. and my mum was like 'are u sure its with other pple? it better not be only you and him' wadthefuck. so i had enough of her not trusting me and what so ever and i just shouted that i slept with alot of guys. fuck. with resulted in my parents' outrage and me storming off to my room. anyway its damn stupid.

they always always dont think im capable of anything. like when i was in sec4 they said things like 'oh just go poly, u cfm cant make it into a jc' or like 'you sure u can get into a jc?' wadthefuck right. same for now. 'u sure u can get into a uni?' that kind of fucking statements. yea and now with driving too. im all like 'yay i drove to westmall and back' and they are all like 'yea im sure' or like 'why you so lousy' its so fucking irritating. i mean like its not even like they are my frens suaning me. for gods sake they are my parents and they are fucking looking down on me. way to raise a kid. not to forget yesterday i wore a short dress and my mum said i looked like a prostitute. she didnt even say it in a refined and nicer way.

and it doesnt only happen like once in a while. i mean its like my whole life. 'you sure u can do that?' 'why you so lousy? xxx so much better than you' 'you should learn from xxx'

what the fuck. i know im useless. but i didnt ask to be born