hate my face

I HATE MY FACE :( its like a mess of ugly! when i look at my pictures, its all exactly the same. Like my mess of ugly plastered everywhere! AND i cant smile. I cant smile properly. Shit am i becoming like june? awkward smile ftw? NO! i dun wan!

sigh i have no lunch for tday :( guess i'll just eat my breakfast at 12 or something and tank all the way! anyways! my babe arrived in sg late last night! like FINALLY! shes missing out so much of my life:( its really sad. And okay, i miss her soooooooooo much :( absence makes the heart fonder i guess? haha. i cant wait to see her!

really random fact:

90% of the time if i act bochup, im actually really excited inside LOL