BANGS AGAIN

okay so what happened was that i went to cut BANGS on friday. but why the hell did i do that???!!! if you dont already know this, i actually sported BANGS for the first 15yrs of my life and when i was in sec4, my bangs overgrew and i think i was too busy studying (either that or i was too lazy to go cut them, but i choose to believe the reason was the former), that i just left them long and later they grew longer to become fringe that i have now, uhh i mean last thursday. So i had like 3yrs of my right fringe and now im sporting BANGS again.

Before when i had BANGS i was a super unconfident and emo girl i think, like cause i had super low self esteem and stuff! And i was so totally not comfortable with myself, but things improved after i got my fringe and i became a happier person. SO WHY THE HELL DID I GO CUT BANGS OMG!

okay, remember the period of time when i was so super sick of my face! Like when i look at my fb peektures i'll get very pekchek cause all the peektures look the same? So then i thought i should go change my hairstyle, you know, so that i wont always look the same.

And seriously, i love bella thorne's hair ;p and since uni doesnt start in like 2months i thought that even if i screw up by cutting bangs, my hair can grow back to fringe by the time uni starts. (But now that i think about it more carefully, i dont think 2months will be enough for my hair to grow back DAMN IT)

and its not like i did it on an impulse okay (cutting my hair i mean). believe it or not, i did weigh the pros and cons of BANGS. like how im gona look even more CHEENA then i already am. But one dumb factor i didnt manage to think of is that its a tough job maintaining BANGS. shit man :(

so i guess i do regret cutting BANGS. its like every 1 hr or so i'll start having a sinking feeling and i'll ask myself why im developing the sinking feeling and my answer to self will be that 'i screwed up my hair:(" damn it! and after i have the urghh feeling, i tell myself that i cant do anything about it now since ive already cut my hair and i cant turn back time, hence i just have to tank it for the time being and look on the positive side of things.

And so my mood goes like

URGHHHH.... sian.... yay...... Urghhhh.... sian.... yay....

this cycle repeats itself.

Like, i guess since i know that when i used to have BANGS, the colour of my world was like GREY, then it shows that the notion of me picking up my courage to cut BANGS means that im trying to challenge myself and to force myself to face the ghost of my past. WOW. if i have the courage to do that, i guess i can go and face anything, especially SMU :)

okay i think im super longwinded, i just start my blog entry LIKE NOW haha.

okay first up, ofcourse i,ll show you my BEFORE and AFTER photos :)

THIS IS BEFORE!

and.......

AFTER!

so? what do you think? Too cheena? Makes my face look even more round and fat?

Okay, so after i had fj accompany me to go cut BANGS on friday morning, we went to bugis with her twin sisters and my babe to shop.

We first headed to REP OF STEAK (gona be my fave hangout place for the next four yrs haha) for lunch! I super love REP OF STEAK!!! not because got this cute guy there (hehe), but more so for the food :) Just imagine! When i start school, i'll have astons and REP OF STEAK both a stone throw away from me NGEH NGEH ;p

My babe ate like $25 worth of food there. WOW.

Erm, i'll like to see the day i eat $25 worth of food at astons or REP OF STEAK!

All the food that my babe ate! HAHA

Shopping was okay, but im super happy cause i bought the jumper that ive always wanted :)

Anyway i was going for TAI MEI style that day! Cause like, going bugis what! Whatever dressing style works, so might as well go all out! I had on my blonde streak again, with my off shoulder top and studded vest and hot ripped jeans shorts and clubber heels :)

A TOTAL TAI MEI INDEED :) shall consider wearing the outfit to taiwan, then noone will even guess that im not local ;p

went from bugis junction to street to iluma! And LEVI'S was having sale :) Im not really a huge fan of jeans so i didnt get anything but me and babe started to camwhore!

Oh, and did i mention that we bought RINGSSSSS :)

After knowing my babe, she got me hooked on RINGS TOO! She has like tons and tons of them.
Me and babe's RINGS of the day!

Okay, in this peekture, we tried to show off our coloured hair but you can only see her blue hair here, you cant really see my blonde one :(

Outfit of the day peekture! Full body shot :) Yesss, my babe was so tip-toeing!

I loved the bangles i wore for the day! The first time i wore so many at one go.

Then, yesterday was the last call for LEGEND OF THE SEAS :(
my name tag... that i'll probably never get to wear again :(

work kinda sucked that day and i was super angst at my boss again. Srsly i swear he is totally getting on my nerves! I almost killed him by hitting him with the door;p heh. serve him right for standing behind the door. Its a freaking door! Obviously people are going to be opening it!

After work, i was supposed to meet shao nisa nick to chill. BUT. i had ALOT of time to blow off before meeting them and like, initially we were supposed to meet at 6, but it got pushed to 7, which got pushed to 8! GRRRRR. And i had to be a SUPER BRIGHT LIGHTBULB for like 3hrs :(

hanged out as a lightbulb with fj and june. Had dinner at KFC YUMS ;P

and later went to get icecream and to the rooftop to chill.

We wanted to go to the boardwalk but uhhh... CANOT. because i haven been there before and... i was pissed because all of them have been there before and... so... i need to save my first for my future bf! (i hope that wont be like 10yrs later or smth!)

The pretty view from the rooftop area
HEY. ISNT THAT OUR SHIP?
HAHAHA! yeap thats our SHIP :)
pretty sisters photo!
June bought this, vanilla bourbon icecream which we ate. Not bad i think :)

After we devoured the icecream (had to eat fast cause it was meltinggggggg), we camwhored!

Bromo and i decided to do a bow&curtsy pose. So i did the guy's bow and he the girl's curtsy first and then we swoped.
ME BOW, BROMO CURTSY
SWITCHED!
then of course, the big lightbulb me had to take a nice couple photo for them right :)

SUPER SWEET AH!
EHH, i love this tyrabank's I-SMELT-A-BOOBOO FACE!

finally bus-ed down to westmall for meet nisa and shao and cabbed to clarkequay.

Went for brewerkz to chill :)

They had this chart of BEER OF THE WEEK! WE got INDIA PALE ALE :)

It was uhh not bad, but i hated the BITTER after taste :(

OUR $88 TOWER OF INDIA PALE ALE


Nick came later and we played tons of retarded drinking games! And bryan joined us even later. Nearing the end, shao spilled my glass of beer on me, like a little, so i made him let me slap him. I slapped once but it wasnt hard enough so i slapped a second time, WHICH I TOTALLY SHOULD NOT HAD, because my elbow hit my beer glass and spilled beer all over myself and the glass fell to the floor, smashed to pieces. I KNOW RIGHT, IM AWESOME.

And so, i stank of BEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :(

Left there like nearing midnight and cabbed home with nick. Found 3 gangsters loitering at my lobby who kept staring at me when i entered the lobby and i had no choice but to take the stairs up to my house :( Later on, i took a million years to take my contacts out of my eyes. It was super disgusting and frustrating because i was so so tired and just wanted to lie on bed and go to sleep but my lens just wouldnt come out and i had to keep clawing at my eyes. EWWWW.

SLept peacefully till12pm today! Tyvm RAIN! haha :)