hello there!

been so busy during the CNY period i cant even be bothered to blog properly. so here i am! one day before im losing my freedom. (i sound like im enlisting tml HAHA) im actually starting my FOURTH (-.-) job tml! i stupidly signed a 6mths contract for that under peer pressure. but i have severe commitment problems so i prob only will try my best to last at least 2mths? heh. hopefully lah.

anyways im quite caught up in alot of things right now!caught in the midst of everyone's problems! once again im the only one with no problems. DEJAVU much! this is exactly what happened last year this time. But last year i was younger and stupid so i created a problem for myself. Now im older and more mature, i know better :) anyways yea it kinda sucks to be in everyone's mess cause i try my best to deal with em all. Like everyone pours me all their problems and im now filled to the brim with em. i might explode soon because of emotions overload. not that im pissed that they pour their troubles on me, im actually happy because it shows that i mean something to them that they will tell me their secrets and worries and problems.

my brain might overheat soon. i used to think too much. now im still thinking to much, thinking overly alot about my fren's stuff. and i have noone to unload these problems to. so they all just keep piling up. OMO. imma die soon haha.

then i have no time to care about/for my own stuff. like how im quite nervous about my new job tml. how im stressed about driving. my FTT is this friday. and i just realised its 1 more mth to results day OMG. and how I WANA WATCH BLACK SWAN. how valentines day is gona be...... hais HAHA. and how im kinda heartbroken maybe?oh whatever. been drinking for 3 days consec. nice i'll get super good nights sleep! and forget about everything for the time.

wish me luck for tml! i hope its a slack job like fj and my babe's then i can upload pics during work time and blog too! :)