does this mean its UNDER THE COVERS or something?

srsly actually i hav no idea what im saying! ;O

getting into the study mode already?

today was a total chillax day for me! I slept till like 11am? wokeup and had breakfast and went back to sleep till like 4pm ;P i was napping while some other poor souls were in sch having lectures/enrichments HEHE. love my life for now!

i didnt only nua today okay! I continued to pack my room so that i can get into the study mode for a new start! Now my room is so super cleaned up and tidy! Super proud of my floor and table especially haha! I mean its saying alot that i now can see my FLOOR.

and then now im done with organising my NEW NETBOOK too! It isnt the one that i fell in love with(i fell in love with this pink clamshell one that is SUPER CHIO), but i figured its dumb to waste $100 just for the design right? I mean the two netbooks have the same stuff (whatever u call em), its just the design that is different and costs $100 more. like WTH. so despite how much i love CHIO STUFF, im not that dumb to spend $100 on a nicer design haha (even though i ALMOST did it)

anywayy my this netbook is kinda chio too! ITS WHITE :) haha, at first the dude said they only have it in black which is okay i guess since i love black, but later on another dude said they actually have it in white too! so TADA! my new WHITE NETBOOK :) it totally beats my old BRONZE netbook handsdown alrightt.

so just when i thought ive organised and done everything, i realised i still have TONS of photos to upload and i still need to blog about my TAIWAN trip LOLOLO! sigh. things just all piled up :(

on a side note, i wana go PARTYING ;O

i wonder why. i thought i quitted? might be due to the housemusic playlist i was listening to last night.

but then, someone doesnt wana go partying with me this wednesday... hmmm

we'll see how things go. and anyway SHAO is coming backk hahaha. the mighty clubber.

its funny how i stopped drinking and clubbing ever since i became an SMU undergrad.

but anywho, school hasnt officially started yet.. so... we'll see how things go!

regarding school starting in a week...

hmmmmmmmm. im actually quite apprehensive about that!

i mean i obviously am excited to meet new frens and start a new AWESOME campus life :)

but like... im worried about the stressful life every SMU student/alumni talks about.

im confused and have no idea how things will endup becoming... some of you will know what im refering to.

OHWELL. ITS JUST SCHOOL! how hard can it be righttt?

that doesnt kill you, just makes you STRONGER :)

I'll just continue to stay optimistic throughout WHATEVER! heehee

and...

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

my babe's birthday lunch!

Its been so long since i last had pictures in a blogpost! HAHA :)

today was my babe's birthday lunch thingy at guess where!

HOOTERS @ CLARKEQUAY!

i think all guys will love this place!

people who went:

keejia + kevin, me +gordon, fj + june, van+ jansen and ofcourse, MY BABE!

i miss my babe alot!!!

took a 5chiobus shot. actually i think jansen was supposed to be in this picture... but ohwell!

the food was passable :) but it was cool lah cuz the hooters girls came and sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY for my babe!

after eating, it was presents time! I gave my babe the AWESOME present!

tons of stuff from holika holika!

and after lunch was more camwhoring! i shall just throw some pictures around here haha

anyway so after that, we went to meet G's sister cause it is her REAL birthday today. (unlike my babe, eeyur fake birthday haha) i was quite worried and nervous and scared at first. But she turned out to be really funny and nice :) dined at marche and omg i actually loved the food ;p HEHE but im so full now i dont tink i can eat for another 3days or so!

shit lah i tink im growing fat :(

lazy bum-around day!

i dont really have much to blog about actually but like im so bored at home i have nothing to do :(

was supposed to stay at home (finally) today, so that i can tidy my room and finally clear up the mess that has been piling on my floor since before taiwan;p Iknow iknow! im a dirty girl :(

i kinda did that for like 1-2hrs and decided that im too lazy to continue and hence i shall only do that next week. Dont judge me okay, at least now my floor is cleared up! well... my table on the other hand is another different story... ;p

hmm lets see.. im gona be driving my family over to grandma's in a little while. That is theonly highlight of my day i suppose. Oh and i kinda did a 'mask' thingy for the first time in my life just now. Applied the mask and went to snooze for like 30mins :) the life...

Not really looking forward to school starting, i would much rather prefer JC life all over again. But who knows? I might change my mind once school starts :)

I should stop thinking too much about things and just let myself bask in the NOW without any thoughts about the future or other negativities. Sometimes (or perhaps all the time), i over think things and cant seem to enjoy the blissful current state that im in and that sucks.

Worrying too soon about things isnt gona help anything. Should just let nature take its course. I should keep telling myself that!

One day i will be able to leave my house without any makeup on my face... i hope. Okay actually, today just might be that day.

One day i will be able to leave my house without makeup on and with my specs... well, one day...

Im super excited about tml!! Celebrating my babe's 19th at this awesome place ive always wanted to go to! I will cfm plus chop CHECKIN on Fb hahah ;p

I haven seen my babe in a gazillion years! (actually... prob only like1-2wks haha) But i miss her! And bro! and JY! :))

Another reason why im so excited is because im super super hyped about her birthday present. Like really really i think she is gona LOVE ITTTTTTT!

another thing about tml is that...

im gona be showing my true self(?) to a certain someone. Likeee... because i behave really differently when im with different people. With BFFs im like all crazy and stupid and dont care about whatever image i might even have. But with others (generally everyone else), im not that open. Like i'll try my best to not be unglam and all that. So like... tml is gona be like a meet-the-frens session thingy and also meet-the-real-huiyi session thingy. I just hope i can be my true self tml and that he doesnt run away after he sees all that!

the happy feeling :)

???

emo (?) post ahead???

idontknow man. its like i feel like i cant do anything. i mean im supposed to be happy and all since now the huge mess is solved. But like the insecurities and shit comes in and i start doubting.

anyway just came back from bidding+dinner with my awesome ftb group.

krystal laimun ricky gavin

had dinner at sakae! didnt really eat alot actually i was quite :( cuz they didnt have tamago today like WTH.

was super stressed out about bidding before dinner. we spent like at least an hr trying to decide what to bid for and how much we shld bid for.

WOW SMU.

starting sch soon!

meeting my ftb grp for bidding later on! I srsly still have no clue as to how the whole BOSS thing works. I also have no idea what im going to end up be bidding for!

So far i have 3 preassigned courses which makes my timetable to be occupied only on monday and thursday haha. I should be taking up 4.5 mods. so i'll have to bid for a 1CU and 0.5Cu mod later on. Im such a follower! I just wana follow my ftb mates and bid whatever they are gona be bidding HEHE.

all the triangle thing has finally come to an end. I never expected my life to be like such a drama series. I never meant for all the things to happen. To be honest, i was really super stressed and felt so damn screwed up the whole time, especially during the camps.

I felt like i was the bad person. Leading people on? WHY ME :(

And like really, it would be totally unfair for all of us if this whole thing continues to drag on.

I need to be more decisive! To be more sure of what i really wan.

Now im clear. I know already okay! I just hope all of us will be happy!