uhhh one step too late! haha i guess i'll just spend it mugging then! :)

on a side note! Im totally excited about tml ;P

mugging in school, bridesmaid and fish&co!

went to school to meet G and mugged together :)

then it was my long overdue movie date with my babe today!

BRIDESMAID! we grabbed lunch (at like 4pm) at the kinda new(?) (i wldnt know, haven been to cine in ages!) prata place at the basement!

i got CHOCOLATE PAPER PRATA! it wasnt too bad :)

bridesmaid was GOOD! hehe i really like the show and i think its super suitable for a girlfrens movie :)

then i headed to clementi for class dinner @ fish&co

kinda farewell cause iyan will be flying off soon.

i only have like two pictures HAHA (will post the others when nick uploads them)

i think this picture is nice :)

F4 PICTURE! me, panmeng, mance and bromo!

anyway so im randomly craving for this right now:
ate it at osaka town after vivace with my ftb grp mates! Its really good :)

tofu hamburger with chicken YUMS!

i hate this part right here ;O

who are you, really

please dont think i am independent and can do things alone

because im not.

i never was and probably never will be

im scared! why are you not online :(

i wonder if its the right thing to do

i want that day to be awesome :)

fun and exciting. happy and intoxicating.

i wonder if its gona be all worth it because it seems like its stressing him out :(

and i feel bad because its me being selfish. me being stubborn. SIGH.

i want that day but i dont want the stress

convocation!

i just realised that i didnt blog about CONVOCATION! hahaha :)

so that friday we all looked like clones because everyone (well almost everyone) was wearing the same attire!

you know i actually thought that convo was gona be like prom? sitting in round tables, eating and camwhoring. BUT BOY WAS I WRONG.

first of all, THERE WAS NO FOOD. like wth! we were supp to arrive at 530? and how does it even make sense to not give us any food!!!

they didnt even tell us that refreshments were not provided.

i mean like... u expect us to all have already eaten at 530pm? doesnt make sense!

so like all of us were starvinggggggg! and we still have to sit through all the LONG talks :(

HELP ME!

so during the intermission, where hell loads of pple starting to walk out of the hall for toilet breaks or whatever, we trouped down FOOD REP downstairs and ate dinner HAHA.

i think other grps probably dabao-ed but we just sat down and ate. HEHE my banana prataaa <3

convo FINALLY ended at 9ish and my ftb grp decided to go SHISHAAAAAA hahaha omg

i cant believe i have no idea what that is ;O LOL anyway i was all excited about it.

so we cabbed down to clarke, think 4 cabs?

anyway it was a freaking friday night and all the pubs were super PACKED. so no shishaaaa for me :( went to OCTAPUS to chill :) but i didnt drink okay. except to try the drink they ordered.

see im so guai now :)

some pics below! :)

love is really complicated!

freaking 62 qns!

1. How old will you turn in 2010?
hahaha lousy old note that i dug up from 2009!
i turned 18 in 2010 :) but i guess my mentality only turned 12?

2. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
u mean like just ONE forever? in a way its kinda sad isnt it? Just knowing love in one way ur whole life. I rather have many diff experiences. But then again, if i really love him alot. Why not.

3. Would you date someone eight years older then you?
Yea especially since someone i know is dating a guy 10yrs older HAHA <3

4. When was the last time you laughed?
prob <30mins ago when i was watching some crap youtube video

5. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
having an awesome dream :)

6. What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
GOATEE is my new bestie hahahahaha

7. What did you do today?
stayed home like a loser :( well i got grounded.

8. Who do you really want to see now?
some guy who is night biking now!

9. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
what kind of question is this? LOL
if it were to happen at a club... then i guess so?

10. Who's your last missed call?
wow my last missed call was last sunday LOL from mummy.

11. What's something you really want now?
graduate!
i cant believe its only the end of first week of school and i already cant wait to graduate!

12. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
need to mug today!

13. Would you go back in time if you had the chance?
yea. i tend to have regrets :( sucks i know!

14. What is something you need to go shopping for?
well... a new pair of flats i think!

15. Do you want kids?
yesss i love kids <3

16. Are you in love with anyone?
hmmmmmm

17. How's your heart lately?
the hole is still there!

18. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
during iconserve camp?

19. Is your phone close to you?
just beside me.

20. What is bothering you right now?
being a bored loser staying at home on a saturday night because im grounded while everyone is out enjoying themselves somewhere else!

21. What does your last received text message say?
houses so near hahaha

22. Where are you right now?
my room :(

23. Are you listening to music right now?
yeap still camped at jan's blog listening to his pod!

24. Do you like country music?
okay lar

25. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
yeaa isnt that what ur supposed to do??

26. How is your hair styled right now?
not styled -.-

27. Do you like your first name?
my first name is...?
rachel-sarah?

28. Last thing you drank?
kickapoo!

29.Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
nope!

30.What did you do 15 mins ago?
another note -.-

31. Do you think you are a good person?
kinda? but i do have the evil side to me MUAHAHAHAHA
and obviously i can be a bitch at times.

32. The first contact in your hp?
aaron

33. The sweetest person in your life?
i wonder!

34. The closest male to you now?
closest in what sense?

35. The person you are chatting with now?
msn jan

36. The languages you are able to speak?
eng, chi, limited hokkien!

37. The last person whom you screwed?
i dont screw people up!

38. One word about your life now?
HAPPINESS?

39. Where do you wish to work?
DONT KNOW :(

40. What are you specially good at?
screwing up

41. Would you date someone younger than you?
yea. But it like depends... anything not more than 1yr younger should be okay if theres love.

42. Who are you to yourself?
a bitch who can be sweet at times!

43. Do you forgive people easily?
yea but i dont forget that easily :(

44. Which girl is precious to you now?
all my frens are!

45. Your dressing style?
short stuff LOL

46. How different are you from other girls?
kinda different but sometimes super similar! i have no idea what im saying here haha

47. The bad point in yourself?
its easier to list the gd points because theres none!

48. The last contact in your hp?
zoe

49. Your favourite song?
dont have ONE fav one!

50. The two hated contacts in your hp?
i dont hate anyone ;O

51. Learn one language in 10 days?
might happen if my future bf is from some other country like say, korea and i really love him so i will crashcourse korean!

52. One gorgeous girl you came across?
ohoh! this girl in my TWC class haha. shes kinda chio. ;D

53. Who's your biggest enemy?
myself!

54. Which gang do you support?
LOL the ATG!

55. What do you think of gangsters?
no comment!

56. Proper age to join gang?
for ATG its lifetime membership once ur borned :)

57. Do you have a blogspot?
yeap this!

58. Do you like people who smoke?
hate smokers!
but... i kinda wana try one cig to see how it tastes like. ya know, im young and im curious.

59. What do you think about modelling?
chiobus strutting their stuff. If im a guy, i'll be a photographer ;P

60. Given a chance, would you want to be a model?
duhhhh. the looks, HEIGHT and $$$!

61. Whose approval do you usually seek first?
depending on what the issue is!

62. What do you wish to be in the future?
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. like my FA prof asked us to write down on a card, our answers to this qn " Where do u see urself in 10yrs' time"

I totally answered: happily married to the man of my dreams... LOL obviously thats not all to my answer larh! Dont wana tell you guys whats the rest of my answer HAHA ;p

another NOTE!

h o n e s t l y

honestly, whαt color is your underweαr? – black

honestly, whαt αre you doing right now? – procrastinating!
honestly, who is your best friend? – i dont have only one best fren :)
honestly, do you wαtch disney chαnnel? – dont have it but i love to watch all the disney shows omg i such a kid :(
honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? – mummy!
honestly, αre you jeαlous of someone right now? – no... unless you count being jealous of those rich spoilt brats who dont need to go to school and can just spend money like water and party all day!
honestly, whαt mαkes you mαd most of the time? – hmmm. being wronged?
honestly, do you bite your nαils? – used to.. up till secondary sch i think!
honestly, do you wαnt to see someone this very moment? – YESSSSS (this answer remained the same)
honestly, αre you keeping α big secret right now? – dont think so.
honestly, do you hαve α friend you don't αctuαlly like? – yes.
honestly, do you like αnyone? – all my friends? except for the one in the above qn HAHA
honestly, does αnyone like you? – yess i think im quite loveable HAHA

t h e c α n s

cαn you blow α bubble? – u mean like bubblegum? or blowing bubbles in water? or like the kids' bubbles thing?
can you dance? – cant!
cαn you do α cαrtwheel? – cant!
cαn you tie α cherry stem with your mouth? – maybe? ive never tried that before haha
cαn you touch your toes? – not anymore im old already :(
cαn you whistle? – cant!
cαn you wiggle your eαrs? – LOL
cαn you roll your tongue? – yeap
cαn you mαke α clover with your tongue? – uhhhh
can you touch you nose with your tongue? – short tongue :(
can you wink? – yeap.

α n g e r s e c t i o n

whαt do you do when you're mαd? – swear or shout even but that is if im really mad. but for the most part i dont do anything because my anger dissipates in the next minute.
ever mαde αnyone cry when you were mαd? – no
do you sweαr when your mαd? – yesss

c r y i n g s e c t i o n

ever reαlly cried your heαrt out? – not really (answer remains!)
cried yourself to sleep? – yes
ever cried on your friends shoulder? – yes
do you cry when you get αn injury? – if it really hurts, but yea my pain tolerance quite low tbh
do certαin songs mαke you cry? – they just make me feel like crying but i haven actually cried because of a song
do certαin movies mαke you cry? - not really.
do certain books make you cry? – not at all

h α p p y s e c t i o n

αre you usuαlly α hαppy person? – u betcha

whαt mαkes you the hαppiest? – idk... i think im a easily happy person... so i guess im happiest when im around people i love... basically when im with friends and i feel loved <3
(my previous answer also mentioned when im with ppl i love!)

does being with your fαmily mαke you hαppy? –yes
do you wish you were hαppier? – depends
is being hαppy overrαted? – not at all
cαn music mαke you hαppy? – yeap and HIGH

l o v e s e c t i o n

hαve you ever loved someone so much thαt you'd die for them? - maybe?
hαs αnyone besides your friends & fαmily ever sαid i love you to you? – yea

h α t e s e c t i o n

Have you ever made a hate list?? – thats kinda childish. besides i dont hate anyone
hαve you ever been on α hαte list? – i hope not!

s e l f e s t e e m s e c t i o n

is your self-esteem low? – yea kinda
αre you good looking? – not really
αre you bad looking? – kinda
do you wish you could be someone else? – all the time

l o o k α t m e

whαt is your current hαir color? – platinum beige
piercings? – two
strαight hαir or curly? – straight to a certain extent!
how tαll? – 158 (height REMAINS)


c u r r e n t l y w e α r i n g

whαt shirt αre you weαring? – some cf camp shirt i think
shoes? – im at home
αre you weαring α necklαce, who got it for you? – NOPEEEE DUN HAV THE HABIT OF WEARING NECKLACES (same answer)

h α v e y o u e v e r

hugged someone? – duh.
been on the phone until the sun cαme up? – i should think so
lαughed so hαrd you cried? – not yet.someone make me!


t h e l α s t

person you tαlked on the phone to? – mummy
person you tαlked to online? – jan
person you tαlked to in person? –brother (omg answer remains)

r α n d o m

do you like these notes? – well... helps me waste me time
do you get αlong with your pαrents? – to a certain extent

c u r r e n t

current mood – BORED LA (same answer)
current music – dirty talk
current hαir style – kinda long :)
current thing i ought to be doing – mugging
current desktop picture – no wallpaper!:(

IM 86% obsessed with my looks!

Mark the ones that apply to you;

HAIR...you have/use

[X ] straightener
[X ] curling iron
[ ] mousse
[X ] hairspray
[ ] gel
[ ] other sprays
[X ] bobbypins
[x] hair clips
[X ] round barrel brush
[X ] blow dryer
[x] mirror
[x ] you have or had dyed your hair
[ ] you have or had highlights
[X ] you need to check your hair at least once every hour
[ ] you hate it when ppl touch your hair
Total: 10

EYES...you have/use/do

[x ] black eyeliner
[x ] other color eyeliner
[x ] eye shadow
[x ] mascara
[x ] fake eyelashes
[x ] eyelash curler
[x ] eye shimmer
[x ] colored contacts
[ ] stunner shades
[ x] eye makeup remover
[x ] you refrain from touching your eyes because of your make up
[x ] you try to avoid from getting your makeup smudged
Total so far: 21

LIPS/TEETH...you have/use/do

[] clear lip gloss
[x ] red or pink lip gloss
[x ] lip stick
[x ] chapstick
[ ] lip plumper
[ ] electric toothbrush
[ ] teeth whitener
[x ] lip liner
[ ] more than 15 lipglosses
[x] toothpaste
[] mouthwash
[ ] you reapply your lipgloss/lipstick frequently
[ ] it takes you at least 5-10 mins to get your lip gloss perfect
Total so far: 26

COMPLEXION/OVER-ALL FACE...you have/use

[x ] blush
[x] moisturizer
[] face wash
[ ] bronzer
[x] makeup remover
[ ] face wipes
[x ] powder
[x ] concealer
[x ] tweezers

Total so far: 32

NAILS...you have/use/do

[x] nail polish
[x] nail polish remover
[x ] nail file
[x] nail clipper
[x ] nail buffer
[ ] cuticle remover
[ ] nail hardener
[ ] nail brush
[ ] have/had Fake nails
[ ] nail scissors
[x] you hate it when your nail polish chips
Total so far : 38

Clothes...you have/use/do
[x ] takes you 30 minutes or more to pick out an outfit
[x ] almost never like your outfit
[x ] hate it when you spill something on your shirt
[x ] obsessed with what people think
[x ] you hate it when you can't find shoes to match
Overall Total: 43

Now, take your score and multiply it by 2.Then, repost as 'I am 24% obsessed with my looks'

HAHAHA. because i recently just remembered my notes-crazy stage like 3yrs ago. And im once again procrastinating hence imma do some notes and compare my answers haha. we shall see how much i have or haven changed/matured!

My old note was 92% OBSESSED WITH MY LOOKS ;0

BORING NIGHT!

everyones out doing something tonight! everyone except me!

sa3 chilling tonight! i was supposed to be there :( siannn

then almost everyone out at the night bike tonight! i hope its not dangerous!

ahhh was supposed to study today but i haven done anything up to now! I kinda just wasted today away. sleeping... or rather attempting to sleep... i hate my procrastinating self! Its like i think since there arent much mugging to do, i'll just push em all to tml! Thats why!

Okay i should at least go do some readings later. Since theres NO ONE TO TALK TO TONIGHT :(

to be honest im embarrassed by the old me. Like 2-3years ago.

Im so different now. Especially mentally. sigh

last day of sch... for the week!

so i finally attended all my mods for this sem.

i liked them all pretty much until my last class ECONS 101 -.-

it was the first and only mod that i took my netbook out in class!

so anyway, the day started wit BGS @830am

made new friends! formed my project group.

2girls from ac. one guy from bukitpanjang (YAY) and another guy who takes econs with me

i quite like my grp :)

went to WENDY'S with G after class for his lunch.

met fj for our lunch

went to ECONS 101. made new frens.. kinda.

so interconnected the relationships in smu are! like.. the guy who was sitting beside me knew 3 of my iconserve grp pple, and also was in my BGS class LOL. i didnt see him there haha. guess i dont look around the seminar room enough.

thankgawd class ended early at like 620 instead of 645.

needed to kill time for awhile... so met jan and we talked abt sch for awhile.

then bro finally reached! nights out tonight for him so we might as well use it for HTHT.

need to update him alot! grabbed a GSR and just htht-ed till like ard 9pm and came home :)

i feel rather :) today. but now gastric is acting up becuz i ate dinner at going 10pm :(

ohwell! i still feel rather loved today cuz i met alot of frens :)

hmmmmmm...

why start when ur not gona last?

but the thing is...

how will you know whether ur gona last if you dont start right? ;D

after school @ strictly pancakes

my sch days just get longer as the week continues!

mon 12-315

wed 12-7

thur 830-7 (well with 3hr breaks in between but still...)

went to sch with goatee at 12 as we have the same AS class!

im gona like all my wednesdays because i have AS and TWC with my ftb people!

my AS prof is freaking cool! i likeeeeee :)

TWC ended at 5pm instead of 645pm because it was a subsitute prof!

krystal had to wait for her parents to come so we went to ricky's hostel to explore haha!

blasted clubb mixes ;D i didnt know ricky was/still is a DJ cool!

walkd back to sch tgt and krystal left in her car while ricky waited with me for G.

went to STRICTLY PANCAKES to makan!

ordered chicken a la king and THE DRUGGIE.

omg i just love it to bits :)

doesnt it just look mouthwatering huh? ;D

and also HOEGARDEN lol random urge to drink hoegarden!

im now too full! stuffed with PANCAKES OHGAWD. i feel damn fat :(

school to vivo to labrador!

didnt have school today but had to go down to settle some admin stuff, including to get textbk and track down my locker HAHA.

turns out my locker is at a rather secluded area so my hopes of bumping into/having a cute guy as a locker neighbour iskinda dashed because i dont think i'll be seeing much locker mates around!

headed to vivo with G after his class!

walked around with a growling tummy because we cldnt decide on a place for makan

finally found this place with EXECUTIVE SET LUNCHES WOW! ;D

WHITE DOGGY'S!

set lunches with soup, salad and main course for $10.90++

added ice lemontea for $1++!

choice of soup: cream of leek and potato OR minestrone
ordered minestrone for the both of us but G finished them both :)
i get the COLESLAW <3

G's chicken cabonara!

My chickenchop with pestro cream!

comes with seasoned veg and herb rice!

NOT BAD ;D esp with the COLESLAW ;)

after killing much time at vivo, we finally went to LABRADOR!

we waited at the bus interchange for bus408 for like prob 30mins before i realised there is no bus service on weekdays WTH ;O

finally cabbed down to labrador!

the place was kinda empty really! I mean, yeaaa a weekday afternn!

Got a mozzie bite :( Haha but on the whole it was okay, towards the evening more people popped up, but they are all the exercisy people! Jogging/cycling! Wanted to wait for sunset but we didnt wait to the end because i realised that it'll be hard to get out when its dark and I DONT WANT THAT ;p anyway the place is like super inaccessible can! Will be MUCH BTR once the LABRADOR PARK MRT begins working. But even then, i prob might not want to go back again hehe cuz theres nth much to do there! Well, depends on the company larh :)

bussed back to harbourfront interchange hawker for dinner!

G SAID I ATE ALOT :( said i looked like i just BOOKED OUT hmph!

we ordered satay, duck noodles for him and prata for myself!

heehee i love SATAY :)

so anyway theres school tml and i should get to sleeping alr! nights people :)

a cui day that turned out alright!

the earlier part of today sucked so bad! i wokeup with a sore eye (IDKY) and then running nose and found out i screwed up majorly and i was just in this really frustrated and emo mood.

went out to meet G for dinner and things took a turn for the better :)

heehee im kinda happy now!

just finished reading last year's slides for my FA lesson tml!

need to start working hard huiyi!

hi guys! im fucking screwed up right now because im a freaking clueless girl!